{"id":25869,"date":"2019-12-31T12:14:26","date_gmt":"2019-12-31T10:14:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?p=25869"},"modified":"2019-12-31T13:09:08","modified_gmt":"2019-12-31T11:09:08","slug":"2020-yilina-girerken","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?p=25869","title":{"rendered":"2020 Y\u0131l\u0131na girerken…"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Hayat ne \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor dostlar. 2019 bitti, yeni bir y\u0131la,\u00a0ya\u015fanacak bir y\u0131la giriyoruz. Cahit S\u0131tk\u0131 Taranc\u0131 “Ya\u015f 35 yolun yar\u0131s\u0131 eder” demi\u015f, bizler onu ikiye katlad\u0131k, 70’li y\u0131llara girdik.<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131mda hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fcr,\u00a0acaba 2015 y\u0131l\u0131na kadar ya\u015far m\u0131y\u0131m diye. O y\u0131llar bitti 2020 y\u0131l\u0131na geldik bile… Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda neler yapt\u0131m, y\u0131llar\u0131 nas\u0131l ge\u00e7irdim. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131m, yapamad\u0131klar\u0131m. Elde ettiklerim, edemediklerim. Allah’\u0131ma \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.. \u0130stedi\u011fim, arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015fey oldu. \u0130nsano\u011flunun elinden hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey ka\u00e7amaz. \u00d6ncelikle ne istedi\u011fini bilmesi ve o i\u015fi yapmaya kafas\u0131na koymas\u0131 laz\u0131m. Bir i\u015fi ba\u015farman\u0131n ilk \u015fart\u0131, karar verip istemesi laz\u0131m, sonra gerisi geliyor.<\/p>\n

Emeklilik y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131n 62 ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra yazar olmaya karar verdim. \u00dcniversite mezunu olmama ra\u011fmen edebiyat bilgim sadece lise y\u0131llar\u0131nda edebiyat b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc mezunu olmamla s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131yd\u0131. K\u0131z\u0131m; “Baba bir \u015feyler yaz, o zaman hayat g\u00fczel ge\u00e7er.” Demi\u015fti. Ben de \u00f6yle yapt\u0131m. 8 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ba\u015flad\u0131m, Milliyet Blog sayfas\u0131nda yazmaya… \u00c7ok k\u0131sa zamanda Haftan\u0131n en \u00e7ok okunanlar k\u00f6\u015fesinde yer ald\u0131m. Aylarca bu k\u00f6\u015fenin ilk s\u0131ras\u0131nda yer almay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fcm. 2 y\u0131l \u00f6nce a\u011f\u0131r bir bel ameliyat\u0131 ge\u00e7irdim, yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 azaltt\u0131m. Ayr\u0131ca \u015fahsi blog sitemde de yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015ft\u0131m. Para m\u0131 kazan\u0131yorum, hay\u0131r… Sadece amat\u00f6rce yaz\u0131yor ya\u015famdan keyif al\u0131yorum, bu da bana yetiyor.<\/p>\n

Sizlerin de arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerine gelmesini ve bu u\u011furda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fman\u0131z\u0131 diliyorum. Ne yaparsan\u0131z, ne ya\u015farsan\u0131z ya\u015fay\u0131n, sak\u0131n geriye bak\u0131p pi\u015fman olmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Benden sizlere tavsiye; ya\u015famdan zevk almak i\u00e7in, sevgisiz, a\u015fks\u0131z, paras\u0131z kalmay\u0131n. Gerisi gelecektir.<\/p>\n

\u00dcnl\u00fc \u015fairimiz Cahit S\u0131tk\u0131 Taranc\u0131; 35 Ya\u015f \u015fiirinde ne g\u00fczel \u00f6zetlemi\u015f hayat\u0131…<\/p>\n

Ya\u015f otuz be\u015f! yolun yar\u0131s\u0131 eder. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Dante gibi ortas\u0131nday\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fcn. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Delikanl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdaki cevher, <\/strong><\/p>\n

Yalvarmak, yakarmak nafile bug\u00fcn, <\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131na bakmadan gider.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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2020 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131za daha art\u0131lar getirmesi dileklerimle…<\/p>\n

Hayat sonsuz basamakl\u0131 bir merdiven, inmeyin hep \u00e7\u0131k\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Sa\u011fl\u0131k, huzurlu y\u0131llar dilerim.<\/p>\n

Abdurrahman Balc\u0131lar<\/p>\n

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Hayat ne \u00e7abuk ge\u00e7iyor dostlar. 2019 bitti, yeni bir y\u0131la,\u00a0ya\u015fanacak bir y\u0131la giriyoruz. Cahit S\u0131tk\u0131 Taranc\u0131 “Ya\u015f 35 yolun yar\u0131s\u0131 eder” demi\u015f, bizler onu ikiye katlad\u0131k, 70’li y\u0131llara girdik. Gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131mda hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmd\u00fcr,\u00a0acaba 2015 y\u0131l\u0131na kadar ya\u015far m\u0131y\u0131m diye. O y\u0131llar bitti 2020 y\u0131l\u0131na geldik bile… Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda neler yapt\u0131m, y\u0131llar\u0131 nas\u0131l ge\u00e7irdim. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131m, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":25870,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2009],"tags":[2090,2091,2092,2093,185],"class_list":["post-25869","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gundelik-yasam","tag-35-yas-siiri","tag-cahit-sitki-taranci","tag-dante","tag-huzur","tag-saglik"],"views":3050,"blog_post_layout_featured_media_urls":{"thumbnail":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35.-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"full":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",640,360,false]},"categories_names":{"2009":{"name":"G\u00fcndelik Ya\u015fam","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?cat=2009"}},"tags_names":{"2090":{"name":"35 Ya\u015f \u015eiiri","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?tag=35-yas-siiri"},"2091":{"name":"Cahit S\u0131tk\u0131 Taranc\u0131","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?tag=cahit-sitki-taranci"},"2092":{"name":"Dante","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?tag=dante"},"2093":{"name":"Huzur","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?tag=huzur"},"185":{"name":"Sa\u011fl\u0131k","link":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/?tag=saglik"}},"comments_number":"0","wpmagazine_modules_lite_featured_media_urls":{"thumbnail":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35.-150x150.jpg",150,150,true],"cvmm-medium":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",300,169,false],"cvmm-medium-plus":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",305,172,false],"cvmm-portrait":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",400,225,false],"cvmm-medium-square":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",600,338,false],"cvmm-large":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",640,360,false],"cvmm-small":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",130,73,false],"full":["https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/12\/ya\u015f-35..jpg",640,360,false]},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25869","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25869"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25869\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25873,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25869\/revisions\/25873"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/25870"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25869"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25869"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/balcilar-blog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25869"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}